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Numbers175Numbers by ~twilighters-julia
As I step onto the scale I hold my breath
And pray for small numbers
I look as the nurse fiddles with the machine then says:
"175 pounds, at risk category"
I didn't think it was quite that bad
I knew that I had gained weight
But to be 175 pounds was shocking
I went home and for a while thought
I thought I would start running
I thought I would start eating right
That lasted about a week
People may say that I'm more than that number on the scale
That beauty comes in all shaped and sizes
Don't believe what you see in that magazine, it's not real
But when the body beautiful lives right down the hall
And everyday you are confro
NoThey say all girls dream of their first timeNo by ~twilighters-julia
But for me that dream turned quickly into a nightmare
With the sound of a zipper as loud as a gunshot
I said no, you heard yes
Your ears went deaf to my pleading cries
Didn't hear me beg you
My weeping turned to silence
You did what you wanted
I said no, you said I meant yes
Said that I wanted it
Wanted to be pushed down to the rough concrete ground
To let go of my innocence surrounded by dirt and trash
In a dark ally in the dead of the night
I wanted to be left there, cloths ripped, body bloody
Having lived though your attack
We need to stop telling women not to get raped,
and sta
death WIPDeathdeath WIP by ~twilighters-julia
It's a peculiar thing
Someone being there one moment, then the next gone
No light in their eyes no breath in their lungs
Life suddenly gone from their bodies
Till it's just a shell, no longer harboring a person
But how fast does life go, does it just blink out
As quickly as you turn off a light
Or does it seep slowly out
~
Suffering 
Sta.sh
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